| | Starting tomorrow I am going to write down everything I eat, or want to eat like I did before. I have been doing kind of poorly lately...
My mom came to visit and she was like "so have you been exericising or anything?" im like "no not that much..." she goes "thats too bad. all that hard work from before and now..." thats when i got really mad. i didnt show it but i was pissed. how embarassing that ive gained weight since i moved. probably like 5-10 pounds. I need to lose weight by the time i go home for christmas. i do not want everyone from highschool to be like wow she definitely gained a few since summer!!! i want to be one of the skinny ones. i want people to see what they missed out on.
i want to feel beautiful. i want to be beautiful.
Reasons to lose weight:
-fit into my jeans
-be noticed
-look good by the time i go home for christmas
-so that i don't have to feel so self conscious every minute of every day
-so that i don't feel like the fattest one at work
-because im worth it
-so that i am finally happy
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| | Posted 11/12/2006 11:02 PM - 27 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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